just got this email from Robyn, it went out to the lists so I think okay to put a bit of it here. She wrote, "Please do not forget who you are and be proud of what you do everyday. I am going through a lot of self searching at this time in my life and have found it extremely hard and liberating. I find myself contemplating life after death and what could be next. I pray (I have never used this term before, but I find myself doing it a lot) that the year will be better for us all. Hope you all had fun last night and that you have a speedy recovery today. I am sending as much love as I can to you all."